Pet peeve.

One of my BIGGEST pet peeve's is when someone tells you "I gotta tell you something later." or "We gotta talk." I seriously HATE it. It's the worst feeling in the world for me. It automatically flips a switch in me into panic mode. My mind starts racing, I go into my own little world where my mood goes to shit, instantly. I'm prolly the most impatient person on the planet. Last night Lauren texted me while I'm sittin in front of her at Johnny Malloys with Kenny & Davis; "I gotta tell you something later." I immediately started fuming & got butterflies in my stomache thinking something was wrong, that I wasn't going to like what she had to tell me. So I responded "About what? give me a topic?" and she said "White boy." and I flipped. I responded "Omg Lauren jus tell me now, I cant wait til later." Turns out, it was nothing bad at all. But I was seriously fuming in my seat. Haha.

Is there any chance you're pregnant?

After work today I went straight to the hospital. Lauren's neighbor Chiefy & my best friend Marshall (they're both Athletic Trainers) finally convinced me to at least go get X-Rays done. Turns out my foot isn't broken & it doesn't have any fractures, so YAY! But some ligaments were torn, so I gotta keep it elevated, wrapped up & iced til it shows major improvements. I appreciate how concerned Chiefy was about my ankle. Lauren told me daily to go get it checked out though, ha my girlfran loves me! :) When I walked into the emergency room I suddenly realized how serious this Swine Flu nonsense is. There was signs up at the entrance that said "No visitors under the age of 18 allowed due to the Swine Flu outbreak." Almost everyone I saw had masks on, I saw signs on every wall that said "If you cough, it's required that you wear a mask." When I was waiting with my mom for the doctor to come tell me what the X-Rays said, we over-heard the doctor tell another patient; "If you show or say you have any Swine Flu symptoms they send you back here to Zone 4 Emergency." I immediately lost it and wanted to run out of that place. Instead I got up out of my wheelchair I was sitting in (I felt like an idiot while sitting in that thing.) and basically took a bath with the anti-bacterial gel that was on the wall in front of me. I swear if I get the Swine Flu, someones going DOWN! I was asked a total of 3 times; "Is there any chance you could be pregnant?" Seriously, it was like a cruel sense of humor reminding me that I haven't been laid lately. Fuckers. What does me being pregnant have to do with a sprained ankle!? Seriously. At least I was only there for about an hour & a half though and I got this sweet colored bracelet I plan to save for the rest of my life. It's a memento from my crazy nights out. Haha

xoxo

Busy Bee.

Ahh this weekend went by WAY too fast! :( I don't want another work week to start dangit. Grrr. Thursday night was pretty freakin amazing! I went to Lauren's neighbor's friends' house & played beer pong. We found out some heart shattering news, so she definetly needed to get out, even if it was jus for a little bit. I loved seeing Chiefy, Blough, Mackey, Alvin, Josh, King, Corey & Kyle.. ha me & lauren enjoy being the only chicks. We kicked ass in beer pong too, by the way. Friday night was sorta chill: Me & Lauren went to Walmart for a hott second or two, then Nick came over & we watched the second Transformers movie. Then we met up with Lauren, Kenny, Danny & Lauren for Danny to tell me he proposed to Lauren & they're getting married in a couple weeks, holy shit did that throw me back a couple steps. Nicks' reaction "Wow didn't know he had it in him." He's a great man for doing what he's doing for her, whether or not it's the right step for him right now. Saturday I seriously slept in til 330pm, who freakin does that? I worked Thursday and Friday 630am-3pm, I guess it freakin killed me. Me, Lauren, Kenny, Danny, his fiancee Lauren, Nick & Marissa went to Blossom's Carnival of Horrors, it was a good time. Nick tackled me in this room where you had to push yourself through the inflated walls, I'm claustophobic so it wasn't my most favorite part of the night. During the haunted woods this "monster" stopped me from walking with all my friends and they all jus walked right around us and left me there trying to get past this "monster" with my "broken" foot, them fuckers. I defintely apologized to him or saying "Davis, fuckin come save me!" Ha I said "I apologize for cussing in your face, can you let me by now?" Then he came like a centimeter from biting my nose. Sunday went by SO fast. I woke up to my daddy making everyone eggs & bacon :) Then I got ready and went fourwheeling with Marissa, Nick & Lauren. Then Marissa, Lauren, Me & Nick's sister Alyssa watched all the boys play football. They lost, hahaha. Now I'm being crafty & making some bracelets because I'm bored as heck and my mom told me I needed a hobby. I'm also laying here with my ankle wrapped up, elevated & being iced because it's still not getting any better, even though it doesn't hurt at all. I've managed to last this long without getting it checked out, but I think it's time I get X-Rays, even though I reallllly don't want to!

Ouch.

Friday night I fell in a garage & sprained my ankle. And I did it 110% sober. I might of had a beer in my hand, but I managed to save the beer. My left ankle gave out when I stepped down a step and I fell straight to the ground. It immediately got swollen. It hurt SO bad. Everyone I showed my ankle told me to go get it checked out of the hospital but I refused. I already knew everything the hospital would tell me; Go home, keep it elevated, ice it & stay off it for as long as possible. So going to the hospital would of been a waste of time, energy & money. I stayed in on Saturday night and watched movies all day/night. Nick came over to watch movies with me and take care of me, even if he made fun of me for being a gimp the whole entire time. I was able to start walking like a normal human being on Sunday so I thought for sure it was getting better. But when I came home from work I took off the wrap I saw that my ankle was swollen more & it was black & blue underneath my ankle. So now I'm laying in my bed with it elevated again & if its not any better tomorrow after work, the rents are making me go to the hospital. I don't wanna go :(

What happened to fall?

Why is the weather man calling for snow already?! It's like that, really?!(Haha inside joke) Fall just got here dangit! Ohio always goes from one extreme to another. I was hoping for a fall-ish weekend off, grrr. I'm SO sick of work. TGIF. This week has been going by so incredibly slow. I thought I was going to pull my hair out. I'm so excited to be leaving work in umm T-Minus 39 minutes! I don't have too much planned this weekend and that's a blessing! Tonight is going to be extremely busy though, but I'm excited! :) As soon as I get off work I'm running home, changing, getting ready, grabbing my brewskis & meeting up with Kelly to start our crazy festivities for the night. It's her 22nd birthday, yaaaa buddy! Hopefully I'll end some of my confusing thoughts I got running through my mind by the end of the weekend. Saturday morning I'm going to try my HARDEST to wake up early enough to get some errands done & run to Kame's to purchase a helmet for the quad. Then I'll be meeting up with Bryan and riding some trails with him, I'm pumped! There's this bonfire/cookout that's been on my agenda for Saturday afternoon/evening but I haven't talked to the person hosting it so I'm not sure if it's still going down. Sundays are always my relaxation days, I look forward to my Sundays SO much. Maybe I'll take the quad out some more, totally depends on the weather! The Browns play the Steelers on Sunday.. but that's not even worth watching, you should already know whose going to win. Surprise surprise. Haha.

Have a good weekend! xoxo

P.S. I missed Kim at work today, ugh. :(

The Complaint Box.

Ahh I haven't actually blogged in a while. I really haven't had anything to say? Nothing huge is going in my life, besides petty little things that won't be important by this time next week. However by the end of October, things are going to be hitting me pretty hard. There's so much that happens in October that bring my mood from 8's & 9's to 1's & 2's on the "HAPPY mood scale, 10 being the happiest ever!" The 18th marks the day my life turned upside down, inside out & I thought I wasn't going to be able to wake up the next morning and survive the whole day. But I did. It was the hardest thing I've ever gone through, and I went through it 110% alone. My friends didn't understand. The only advice they could give me was "I know things are hard right now, but I promise you it will get better." That's not the best advice to hear "in the heat of the moment" but looking back now, it truly was the best advice I could get, because they were right. Things got a lot better, maybe not within days, weeks or hell, not even within a couple months.. but things are a lot better now. A year goes by so fast.

The 17th is Sweetest Day and Jenner doesn't have a sweety.. oh darn! Considering the fact that I've been broken up with a total of 3 different times on Sweetest Day, I've never cared for this holiday, so not having a sweety is going to work out just fine! Ha-ha.

My favorite season is fall. I LOVE fall! Fall is definetly here & I'm so EXCITED! Everything about fall I love. I love driving and seeing all the leaves red, orange & yellow. I love the outside smells through-out the day & night. I like late-night thunderstorms. I love being able to put on a hoodie and be completly comfortable inside a house or outside doing something. It's weird but I really like Mums & I make sure I buy my mom some every year to put on the front porch for Halloween. I want to go to a pumpkin patch & pick pumpkins & go home and carve them, watch scary movies, go to haunted houses, have bonfires, go on hay-rides.. and so much more! But I don't have anyone to share my favorite time of the year with :( Sometimes I feel like I consume my time, energy and feelings into the fact that I don't have someone special in my life. It might even seem like I'm complaining too much about the same crap, but I can't help it, it's how I feel. You'd think with being single for a whole year now I should be used to being alone, but the truth is I'm SO used to having someone in my life that it emotionally & physically hurts not having that someone else in my life. It's a transition that will never fully take effect because in the back of my head I'm telling myself there will be someone special coming along shortly.

I apologize to all my friends if I seem boy crazy, I hope you don't think I'm annoying or anything.. I definetly don't mean to be. My life is very simple & complicated all wrapped up together. But thank you all for always being here for me & listening to me. I love you!

Stayed up late jus for a survey, wow.

Who are the last six males you talked to?
- oh jeeeeez.. umm jason, matt, my daddy, my brother, adam sandor & vino

When will your next kiss be?
- ahh ur guess is as good as mine..

Do you hate when people put "I love you" on their profiles?
- umm..no

If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know?
- friggin jus tell me

Where was your last kiss?
- outside my car

Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else?
- it'd bother me, yeahh

What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?
- haha wayyy to many to name.. ima idiot.

How long have you liked the person you like?
- dont really like anyone..

Your best friend is pregnant - you say?
- one of my best friends is pregnant with 10 weeks to go! yayyy :)

Would you rather be called hot, cute, or beautiful?
- fuckkkk any of that would be sweet, its all a compliment ha

Did you wake up before 8am this morning?
- yeah i always wake up randomly..

What's something that's bothering you?
- the fact that my feeties are sooo cold i cant feel them

Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to date?
- yuupp

Did you ever get caught passing notes?
- nope

Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
- duhhh

Do you miss anyone right now?
- sure do

When was the last time you smiled?
- 20ish minutes ago

How late did you stay up last night and why?
- i dont remember..

How long has it been since you sent out a text?
- 15 mins?

What do you like best about fall?
- EVERYTHINGG! i LOVE fall<3

If you're a fan, what do you think of brand new's 'daisy'?
- greaaat song!

What scent is your bodywash?
- powder smell? nothing special..

When's the last time you had one of those 'what a small world!' moments?
- friggin weekly..

Which would you rather have coffee, tea, or hot chocolate?
- hot chocolate :)

What is something you hear right now, other than music?
- ray romano talking

Do you have a favorite kind of chapstick?
- yess.. its in a green container & its medicated!

Is the air conditioning or the heat on right now?
- the heat is supposed to be on, but i dont think it is, LAME.

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
- pretty much a pair in every color.. even tho their old.

Do you prefer zip-ups or hoodies?
- LOVE hoodies!<3

What's the closest picture to you of?
- ahhh my room is covered in pictures.. i think the closest is above my head & its of me & jena

What's the last thing you heated up in a microwave?
- popcorn yo!

What's the last bit of advice you gave someone?
- "i dont know, i cant figure out guys and their moods behind their texts, but i think that was jus a short text, & not for a short rude text"


Choose Seven Friends/People You Know.
1. Lauren
2. Kim
3. Kaleigh
4. Jason
5. Marissa
6. Kenny
7. Nick

If any of the questions about the above seven people is yes, bold the sentence:
1. Five has read one/all of the twilight books
2. One has a boyfriend/girlfriend.
3. Six has never been kissed.
4. Two is one of my good friends/best friends.
5. Seven has a job.
6. Three has dark colored hair.
7. Four doesn't watch much television.
8. Seven does not have xanga.
9. You and one have made out before.
10. Five's name begins with a B, A, S, or N.
11. I have had a crush on one of the people mentioned.
12. Six has a pet.
13. Two does not like country music.
14. I can count on at least one of the people mentioned.
15. Three has a weird/annoying/funny laugh.
16. Seven has a Myspace/Facebook.
17. Six goes to school with me/went to school with me.
18. At least one of the people above is/was a co-worker with me.
19. Four has a really quiet personality.
20. At least one of the people above eats a lot.

- Number One.
1. Does this person always seem to be getting money off of you? nope, i dont lend money out.
2. What does this person do every night before bed? get on the internet.
3. Does this person have a job? If so, what do they do? yes, she's a manager at daves super market on exchange.
4. Name one memory you and this person have shared: drunken nights out, mutual "enemies"<3
5. Do they smoke/drink? smoke ciggs SOMETIMEs, drink..hecks yes!
6. Does this person swear too much? like a drunken sailor.
7. Lastly, what's their best trait, looks wise? she's beautiful!

- Number Two.
1. What sort of jewelery does this person wear everyday? umm she always wears jewelry to match her outfits, but she wears her diamond ring daily.
2. How is their hair usually styled? crazy curly.. its hott!
3. Does this person enjoy the winter/snow? not so much..
4. Have you and this person ever had a sleepover together? nope.
5. Does this person eat way too much? not at all.
6. Name an interesting fact about this person: she gives everyone important in her life a nickname!
7. Has this person ever done the 'Crank Dat' dance? doubt it.. haha.

- Number Three.
1. Have you ever seen this person topless/naked? nope.
2. Give me a general idea of what this person looks like: shes absolutely beautiful, short & tiny, brown hair & puppy dog brown eyes
3. Has this person ever yelled at you? nooo sir.
4. What do you truly think of this person, honestly? she's an amazing person, inside & out! <3
5. What kind of iPod does this person own? not sure?
6. Does/has this person ever had braces? mayyybe, maybe not.. i didnt know her back then?
7. Does this person listen to bands such as All Time Low? dangit, i dunno who all time low is? but her music selection is HUGE.. i love it!

- Number Four.
1. Does this person have siblings? i believe so.
2. Does this person have their driver's license? yessum.
3. What is this person's middle name? it starts with a G.. he wont tell me!
4. Has this person ever owned Velcro sneakers? i can sooo see Jay in velcro sneakers, haha.
5. What if you found out this person was/got another person pregnant? I'd say.. "whoa jay, didnt kno you had it in ya!"
6. Does this person look at PostSecret? i dont even know what that is?
7. True or false: this person has graduated from high school? true yo!

- Number Five.
1. Does this person go shopping often? yesss sir.
2. Does this person get along with their mother? yesssum.
3. Have you ever hugged this person? yes.
4. What is this person's favorite television show? ahhh..not sure? we jus started hanging out again since we both liked the power rangers..haha.
5. Does this person fill out surveys? nope.
6. Does this person have younger siblings? step younger siblings, yes.
7. What is this person's favorite zoo animal? im thinking monkeys.

- Number Six.
1. Do you and this person text each other often? sort-of, not really.
2. Does this person do well in school? school wasnt his thing.
3. Does this person live in a place where it snows? yes.
4. Name one of their favorite colors: blue & black.
5. Does this person believe in God? yes.
6. How is this person's relationship with their father? good. but he lives in florida.
7. Does this person own their own computer? nope.

- Number Seven.
1. What type of house does this person live in? (ex: apartment, two-story...): a two-story house.
2. Does this person wear glasses for any reason? nope.
3. Has this person ever dyed their hair? nope.
4. Does this person own their own car? yuppp.
5. If this person came up to you carrying your favorite candy and said 'thank you for being such a good friend' and gave you a hug, what would your initial reaction be? "alright, what do you want?" haha.
6. Does this person have a short attention span? nope. he's real chill.
7. On a scale of 1-10, how much does this person care about their grades? (10 meaning they care a lot about their grades) 7ish.

What If...
1. Six showed up to your house excitedly, holding up tickets to see your favorite band in concert the next day, but it was just you, number six, and their mom. Would you go? What would your reaction be seeing them at your front door? i'd be confused why his mother wanted to go, but yeah i'd go fa shoooo.
2. Three called you up at two in the morning claiming they were completely drunk. Would you believe that they were drunk? if it was a weekend, yup.
3. You see seven sitting on your front steps when you come home from school/work/just going out. You see them crying their eyes out saying they just got robbed. When you start to act extremely concerned, they start laughing saying that they're just joking around. Would you be mad? Would you expect them to pull such a lie off? haha i wouldnt be mad.. i could give two shits if they were joking & i'd go on about my day.
4. Two called you up asking if you want to go to the movies, restaurant, and carnival the next night but then blows you off. Would you be pissed off? Would you forgive them? yeah i'd be pissed, but kim's always 100% about things, and would never do that.
5. Seven tells you that you are both no longer able to be friends anymore, that you're being a really bad friend lately. Would you be upset? well duhhh yeah i'd be upset!
6. Five calls you up and tells you that their parents went away for the weekend and that there was a huge party going on at their house. Would you show up to the party? Would you be surprised that five even invited you/called you up? haha okay thats jus weird, cuz her parents are going out of town in a week & a half.. and we're planning a party.. so hecks yeah i'd be there!

Weekend agenda & then some

This entire week has been the most stressful week I've gone through in a very long time. I can't even tell you how many times I got "in trouble" at work. I've been looking forward to the weekend arriving since Wednesday. Now that it's here, this is what I got on the agenda:

Friday:
- Work
- FedEx
- Get ready
- Rogers to drink with Kelly, with Marissa, maybe Lauren?
- Who knows what else?

Saturday:
- Verizon to get a new cellular device
- Larry's softball tourneys
- Maybe riding the fourwheeler?
- No other plans whatsoever...

Sunday:
- Maybe riding the fourwheeler?
- No set plans whatsoever...
- Maybe going to Funny Stop with Kim & all them for some hypnotist show?

It SUCKS not having someone to not really have any plans with on my days off. You don't know what lonely is until all your friends are taken & that leaves you, at home, alone, by yourself, VERY often. It's not very fun. I don't recommend it.

I'm very thankful for my family. I take them for granted 9 times outta 10, but I love them more than words could say. They never left my side when I was at one of my lowest points of my life and they'll continue to be by my side every day! My friends are my life. I have a nice handful of close friends that I know are true. Sadly most of them arent in my life on a daily basis, actually most of them aren't in my life on a daily, weekly or monthly basis :( But they'd be there for me in a heartbeat & I'd do the same! I don't let people into my heart very easily, so it's always nice to gain a new friend :) especially when you can instantly tell they are an amazing person, inside & out & you can fully trust them!

Enjoy your weekend! xoxo